Saturday, June 29, 2019

Unanswered query


A person came for past life regression to know the reason for Why this person came in my life? Why it ended like this?

Session….

I am a young man cutting wood. The sea is near my home. I brought wood home. Now I am sitting on chair. Someone gave me tea and went. It is dinner time. I am taking food with a small child. He is smiling. After dinner he is sitting with me and I am reading book. In night I am sleeping alone in my bed. I am 30 year old.

My sister is getting married. It is British culture. We are well off. After marriage ceremony every one left. The garden is vacant. I along with my kid are left alone.

I am in my office sitting on a table. People bring their complaints to me. I am feeling good while talking to her. She came to my home in evening. We are having tea. She went away. Now I am again sitting on chair watching a framed photograph. I am thinking about time when we were sitting together and clicked this photograph. She is my wife. Now she is not here. I still do not know why she left me. My whole life moved on like this and this query remained unanswered. Now I am in light feeling peaceful.  

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Social anxiety and past life link


Social anxiety and past life link

A 15 year old girl unable to speak to others with severe social anxiety came for PLR. She said, Doctor; why am I so different psychologically? I want to find the reason in my past life. 

Session…

I am walking on a road. It is cloudy. Now road turned and I am in front of a house. It has two doors, wide and open. It is morning. I am entering a door. I am in the corridor. It is night time. I am climbing stairs. There are three rooms. I am entering one room.  I am wearing grey skirt and sleeping on bed. I am hearing some voices from the other room. A man and a woman are talking and laughing. In morning I went outside in the garden. It seems I do not feel anything. I heard a male voice calling me. I went inside but do not find anyone. There is no one around. I eat alone. I hear voices of people laughing. I again came out in the garden. There is a swing. I lay down on it. I feel as if I have to go somewhere but I do not know where. Again I went inside and standing at the foot of stairs. There is a door behind stairs. I opened it. It is a ground. I am looking around. I have to go somewhere and I am looking for something but I cannot find it. Again I go outside and lay on the grass watching stars. I came back inside home. I hear voices again. I am in my room thinking that I do not belong to this home. I am staying here for short time. I have to go somewhere.

It is almost one year now. I decided to walk down towards main road. I am wearing a red jacket with a grey pant. This road is lined with trees on both sides. I keep on walking. I am not in hurry. It is getting cloudy. The road is steep and going towards hill top. I tried a lot and reached there in the evening. At the hill top I see one road going towards right and another towards a water body near a cliff on the left side. I choose the road towards the cliff and reach there. I wanted to jump but decided against it. Now I see another way and keep walking. I reached a huge gate. I am very confused now but I do not have any fear. I decided against entering the gate. I walk to the jungle. For last three and half days I am just walking. I am lost in the jungle. I sleep circled with trees. I do not feel anything. One day death came to me. I was thinking how I lived all alone in that house with voices for three years. My physical body is very tired and my mind is blank. The person was guided towards light and soul retrieval done. In light guidance came there is a reason behind all of it and you are learning lesson from it. Keep on working on yourself.

Reorientation… I found the reason for my social anxiety and why I have a different perception. It was a difficult life to live. Thank you, Doctor Vandana.

Friday, June 21, 2019

Past life case study.


Past life case study.

Session....

I am a young boy living in a very small house. There is lot of sand around. It is Afghanistan. My village is very crowded. We are very poor. I live with my mother. Now I am a teenager and lifts luggage on my back. After few years I married and have a daughter. My name is Morad. I still lift luggage and do not like my life. Life is very much burdened.

I am carrying load into the tunnel. Earthquake came and I am trapped. I am in 40s and alone. I am neither trying to get out nor shouting for help. I keep laying the way I was trapped thinking about my life. I am getting thin day by day, all bones and just died there. No one ever found me. I am floating out of the body into light. I should have tried to find happiness and not run away from life. I am going towards light and feeling very happy.  I am resting in the light.

Reorientation....in my current life though I am a female but male of the house by action. I have so much responsibility but I am reconciled to it.   

Monday, June 17, 2019

A past life experience.


A past life experience.

Session.....

I am in a garden. There is a fountain. I am running. Someone is shouting at me and stopping me from playing. It seems there is a boy. It feels as if someone hit my legs. There is lot pain.   

Now I am married and have a kid. My husband is a soldier. He loves me but does not live much with us. I miss him very much.

I learnt he has an affair with someone. I am crying. He is trying to explain but I am very hurt. I picked up my kid and left home. I started a low profile job in a bakery. I brought up my son all alone. I lived full life and died peacefully. I did my duty. The lesson I learnt that it is important to be independent. People used to call me Sally.

Friday, June 14, 2019

Why am I lonely in this life?


Why am I lonely in this life?

Session.....

It is a village on sloppy hills. The land around is barren but my village is beautiful. My home is at the top. I am a woman in my 30s. Something happened in this area. Everyone is leaving the village. They are asking me to come along but I refused. Everyone left. I am alone feeling numb and crying.

My life moved on all alone without anything happening. I do not like this life. Now I look old & skinny, am lying on the floor and dying alone.  My last thought was thanks to Almighty my life came to an end at last. It was a very lonely life. Lesson learnt one needs people around to live. I should have gone along with others.

Reorientation... in my present life, I manage everything all alone. I want to visit Hemis Monastery.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Relationship phobia and past life link.


Relationship phobia and past life link.

A 27 year old girl told I do not want to get married. I have trust issues. Dr Vandana, I want to know reason behind this mistrust.

Session....

I am at home. It is nice cosy small home. There is a fire place. I am alone. It is 1952. I am 30 yr old British. I am going to my work place. It is a printing press. 15 persons work here. I like my work but I am unhappy. People cut jokes about me that I am leading a miserable life. There was a girl in office whom I liked but never told her.

I am a little older and work with a typewriter at home. I feel very lonely and sad. I do not like people. Now I like my space as at least no one makes fun of me now. I am Doyale A.

I am getting reward for my writing. I am feeling happy but am sad that I cannot share my happiness with anyone at home. I am drinking and thinking about my childhood. My parents used to fight a lot. I am small. My left foot got injured but they are fighting and not bothered about me. I am feeling bad. I am thinking if I can handle this I do not need anyone. I am remembering my teenage. I was intelligent and good at study but aggressive. I do not have love inside me. Girls do not approach me. In 20s I moved out of home to a small little room upstairs with a table near window. I feel close to the nature. I started painting. Girls used to make fun of me. My intelligence does not help me to mix with people.

I shifted to an old age home. Now at 76 I do not feel like living. I died alone. My last thought was only if someone would have been with me. I never felt love. Lesson learnt that I always felt pity on myself and did not propose to any girl. I feared rejection. I should have overcome this and found someone to live with. People are burying me. In my present life I feel rejection without any reason. I also feel that I am self sufficient and do not need anyone. This feeling that I can manage alone is too deep inside me so I do not feel the need for marriage. These all feelings are coming from this life. At my burial residents of old age home are sad because I used to help them. In cemetery my body is feeling very heavy. I am going towards light. In light someone touched me and telling me you have a soul mate, you will meet him when you are ready. Now I am in the universe. I am floating as I am landing on earth. Someone came near me and is trying to say something smilingly. I am laughing.

Sunday, June 9, 2019

why I met him?


Why I met him?

She wanted to know why I chose my present life husband. I want to experience root cause life linked to my present troubled married life.

Session….

I am walking on narrow path lined with lot of trees on both sides. Now I am crossing river. I am a woman in mid my 20s wearing a long dress. I reached a blue door. It is a small house. I opened the door and climbing the stairs. A 5 year old boy is sleeping. I am coming down and going to kitchen. There is garden at the back. It is Eastern Europe. Now I am in the market. An old man is trying to speak to me. I am feeling irritated. I do not like him. I ignored him. He looks like my present life husband. I came back home.

One day that old man started knocking at my door. I opened the door, shouted at him and told him not to come. I closed the door. He is my father. I am sitting and thinking about my childhood. I am the only child. My father is an alcoholic, always drunk and no work. My mother died when I was 15 years old. Very soon after that a very influential man married me. I lived with them in a villa. His mother never talked to me. I gave birth to a son. He shifted me along with my son to this small house. My mother used to call me Pollina. My husband visits us and provides us things.

I am watching my kitchen. It is burnt as if something fell from outside and burnt it. I feel afraid. I went to market to find my father. I asked him to come home. He lives down stairs, keeps on drinking, fighting and asking for money. One day he was breaking bottle on the table and arguing. Suddenly my husband came. He saw it. He took me and my son with him. Now my son is 14 years old. We reached the villa. I am thinking how badly I was living with my father (visibly crying). My mother in law is not giving any reaction. My room is big but I sleep alone. It is 1859. My husband does not talk to me in presence of his mother. I am in 40s wearing very different expensive clothes. Now I manage everything in the estate. My mother in law and husband died in an accident. Once I went to meet my father. He is sad and depressed. He said he loves me a lot and wants to live with me. I refused. He asked for help him with money. I did not help and came back. He is feeling bad that I am not helping him at all. My life is moving on smoothly in the villa. One day I did not feel good. I am on the bed. Someone is checking me but I died. In the last moment I felt very sad. My love life was not satisfactory. It seems my father wanted to live with me. He was an alcoholic and he is my present life husband now who is also an alcoholic. When I married him he was a divorcee with two kids. I was not married and doing good in my profession. I feel I had to marry him in this life to help and heal him. I am going towards light. It is very peaceful here. Someone is giving me a message to improve my physical health and connect more with nature.