Un-controlled sexual urge and past life link

Un-controlled sexual urge and Past life link

Session….

It is a small house in a village in the hills of Himachal. I am six year old boy playing with other children. My father is sick and bed ridden. My grandparents are old. A group of Jogis came and they took me away along with them promising to treat my father’s sickness. My mother is crying. My grandparents are helpless.

I am crying. They take me very far away on to a hill top. They cut my hair, beat me and make me clean the whole area. They sexually abuse me daily. I am 13 year old and they hit my penis with sticks. They crush my penis.

I am 17. I escape and am running very fast. I am very angry with these people because of the way they hurt me. I roam here and there. Now I am 23 and living in a Kutia outside a village. I have grown a beard and do Tapsya. There is a lady who cleans the area, gives me food and lives with me. I usually avoid getting close to her. I am aware that I am not capable to fulfill her desire, so I concentrate on my Tapsya. Now I am 41. She left with someone. Villagers give me food. I collect herbs/ medicinal plants to prepare medicines for the villagers. People are happy with me and respect me. I am also happy. Slowly people from surrounding villages also start visiting me for medicine. I teach them how to prepare medicine from herbs and plants. I am 66, I feel my end is near so I decide to leave and go back to jungle. Villagers do not allow me to leave but I insist, so they agree.

Now, I live in a small Kutia built near a tree. I am writing a book on Ayurveda medicine.

It seems probably two people stab me in the abdomen and take away my book. I pull the dagger out and try to apply medicine. I am bleeding profusely and dying a slow death. I am lying and thinking about my childhood, my young age and that I could not have sex. Villagers came and found me dead. They cremated me and built a memorial in my name. It was 1885. Lesson learnt “forgive and help everyone.”

Reorientation…

He said that it is so surprising that continued sexual abuse in childhood and the incidence of not being able to fulfill sexual urge in adulthood in my past life of 1885, still have so strong imprints in my subconscious mind in the present life. In this life I love my medical profession. Now I feel very relieved & light. Thank you doctor, you helped me to find the reason behind my most difficult issue in present life. 

PLR session

PLR Session -An experience

I am a married 24-25 years old woman in a field in the state of Rajasthan in India. I have dark skin with very sharp features. I am full of life and a happy woman.  I am wearing Rajasthani dress. Few, 4-5 women are returning back from daily work.  There is a village having many mud houses and few concrete houses. I live with my family in one of the concrete white building with a tomb like roof. I am holding a 4/5 months old baby boy in my hand and waiting for my husband who is in the army.

I am more educated than most of people around me but I do nothing and am at home.  We are sitting on floor by the side of square silver tables of low height and food is served in big thalis. We (females) are covering our head to the extent of covering half face too.

I seem to be from a different culture that is not as traditional as all these customs are not too appealing and felt foreign. I am not able to sleep and staring at the stars but I have a small boy to care of. My husband has come. All my excitement of wait for his return is over and I feel sad. He is always serious and does not talk much. We have no communication and never shared any relationship of belonging to each other. I am here just because I am married to him. I am here to be a wife and a mother only. I lost all excitement. I felt so numb as if I no more existed.

I have another son and they both are growing up.  I love a man who is younger to me but I never let him know as I am elder and married with two kids. My heart lighted up for a short while and I felt alive, but it was not correct.  I spoke to my husband about it as our boys had grown up enough but he never uttered a word. I left the house carrying some clothes in a wooden suitcase. When I left he never said a word as if it did not matter to him.

I am in a cream/off white colour saree with black border teaching some higher class.  I meet a man who is a junior colleague and likes me but I never allow any closeness or any sort of feeling enter my heart. He respects me so much that he too prefers just to be a colleague than losing my company.

It is the time of death. I get up to go to the washroom to wash my face. As I get up I fall down. My soul moves out of my body like a layer and is watching the body. The lady in neighbourhood who is my evening tea companion discovers my body. I am cremated in the Indian way and my body is burnt.

Guided to the white light, I met the master soul who barely touched my shoulder and patted me with blessings.

Unexplained lower abdomen pain and past life link

Unexplained abdominal pain and past life link.”

Past life Regression of a 34 year old woman with un-explained severe lower abdominal pain and feeling of self-pity.

Session…..

I am a 5 years old girl playing with my brother. We are Christians. My father makes fruit jam. Now I am young woman going to attend marriage at a relative’s place. It is some European country. I am wearing beautiful gown. My father finds a suitable boy there and fixes my marriage.

I am getting married in a church and very happy. My husband is in defense forces. We have a good home. He plays piano. Now I have a small baby. Life is good. My husband leaves for war and tells me to take care of the baby. As time passes, he visits 2-3 times to meet us and then he does not return ever. I receive a letter intimating that he is missing. Later I am informed he has died.

The house owner starts visiting us frequently. I want to get his help in some paper work. I get friendly with him. After some time, he transfers the ownership of the house in my name. I am pregnant.

It is a dark room with beds and windows. There are 8 to 9 ladies inside the room. I am wearing a gown and going to another room behind the curtain. There is a male doctor. I came here to abort. A lot of blood and even small baby parts are coming out. I am in severe pain (she screams with pain for some time). I reach back home and take rest. I have a female domestic help with me.

My daughter is now grown up. She has a man in her life. She is very happy. She is getting married. After marriage, she stays nearby only. I always have abdominal pain. It happened due to the delay in my decision to go for abortion. I did not recover fully after abortion. My health is deteriorating. I die due to this abdominal pain. I am about 50 years. I am watching my body. There is dark color rope below my waist attached to my lower abdomen. (Healing done). My body is buried. Stone “Anny - 1827 to 1876.” I am not able to move towards light. My guardian light came to take me to the light. In light Soul consciousness is healed.

Lack of trust and past life link

Lack of Trust  issue, Headache and  Past life Link…

Session

I am wearing very shabby clothes. I am some place having wooden houses among greens. I realize it is a very old time sometime in Ireland of 1700s. I have a humble wooden hut, small farmland and two horses. It is the time of civil war and disturbances. There is lack of friendliness among each other. Everyone is scared of being open to communication, many houses are being raided. People are being removed from their homes and their farmlands confiscated. It is troubling times. I can see flashes of houses being on fire, killing & cruelty. I am busy discussing the day to day life with other men. We always remain alarmed and armed in order to protect our families. Everyone decided that I would be the spokesperson of the area. We tried that could reach a compromise and settle the issue without any bloodshed.

I am at a cliff at the end of green field and by the sea shore waiting for a man from the other neighboring village to talk and negotiate so that we could have peace amongst our two villages and unite. I am standing at the edge of the cliff looking at the sea and wondering how beautiful it would be to go back to old times when everyone lived in peace.  

I am pushed off the cliff into the cold sea waters near the sunset. The water is so cold that the shock of cold water made my heart stop beating and I drown. It is the shock of being pushed off the cliff combined the freezing cold water that killed me. The eyes of the person who had pushed me off the cliff, seems to be very familiar to me. It seems I know who he is.

I am going through too much pain and agony that I find it difficult to move above as I have no strength and feeling heavy. I have very severe pain at the back of my head. My head had hit an edge of a stone projecting of the cliff while fall and got head injury that gave such a severe headache. Guided to light I reach the white light with difficulty. I am with my soul mates and the master light. Blessings from the master light helped me rest and get relief from my pain .

Lesson learnt : “never to trust anyone blindly”.

Re-Orientation…

Dr.Raghuvanshi, Now that I think of the trust issue I have had in my relationships I see it has always been very deep , there are many more people who go through bad relations or have problems with friends but no one had become so extremely cautious as i was. I had recognized the flaw in me and i was doing my best to causing some part of my loneliness. I am glad that i regressed to this life as past life therapy helps you, re live and re experience all the pain and trauma and then it releases the issue for good, once you identify an issue in a past life session you release that pain and this therapy brings an understanding that this was a matter of the past and it is not going to happen again as a result we stop repeating our fear and we stop sending the universe the wrong signals. Thank you Doctor !!!

Life support "An inseparable Friend" and past life link

A past life regression……..Husband, Wife and her life support “An inseparable Friend”.

Session….

There is a clean water fall flowing into a shallow river. There are stones at the river bed clearly visible through the water.  It is a cloudy day. I am a small girl in a big house. Someone threw the wall clock down in anger and broke it. I hide myself behind a pole. We have a joint family. There is a big dining table along with many chairs. He is saying sorry for breaking the clock. I am on bed and he is feeding me. It is palace like room with a beautiful bed. We are playing some game he is my father.

I fell down in to the water from a high rise building. I am 7-8 yrs old. I swam out of the water. My papa, wearing water cap, says very good. I do not have mother. I have golden hair. I am in a saloon getting my hair curled. I am very beautiful. I kept my purse in an old times vehicle after coming out of Saloon. Children are playing. I am also sliding on the slide along with them. I am 15-16 yrs and happy. I am wearing light blue colored frock.

I am going in a chariot to a party and saying good bye to someone. I am grown up now. I am wearing gown and he (friend at present) is wearing hat.  I am dancing with him in a ball dance. He is looking smart. He is my husband. He said go home I shall soon come. He is telling me good bye. I go home. I am vomiting.

There is maid and a doctor. My father (present life father) has called the doctor. Doctor told I am pregnant. He came back. He is very happy.  A son is born. We all are happy.

My son who is 8-9 yrs old broke his leg 8-9 yrs. He is our only son. We love him. Our son (husband at present) is very intelligent. Our married life is very good (smile).

No girl wants to marry my son. We are worried. My husband sets up a handicap club. My son has opened a braille school. He teaches everyone how to read. All three of us decide we shall always live together. We work for people. It is Britain of the times when people visited India. My husband is very smart. He loves a lot. We get social recognition. People respect my son.

I am 75 and on my bed. My son is here. I am sick running fever. My son is applying cold sponge on me. It is night.  I am sleeping. I did not wake up in morning. There is a nurse and my son sitting on the couch in the room. I am dead. I am buried.

Last thought: My son is left all alone. I want to go to husband. Life was good with husband. Lesson learnt should have two kids. (sisky)

Guided to light, guidance came that all 3 of us shall live together in every life and work for people. We shall get Social recognition. Do not focus on earning money. Work for everyone. Money shall follow. My friend (my life support) is younger and should be taken care of by me. He should listen to me (longtime deep silence)

why this feeling?

Why this feeling.

We are three close friends. I am more close to one but get married to other one. It was love marriage. I always have this feeling that this friend of mine will be left alone and am very much concerned. Why ???  I always take him along for outings.

Session……  

There is a railway track. I am hugging a boy aged 18-19 yrs. It is raining. We are under a thatched roof and he is singing. I am happy (smiling).  It is getting dark now. I go home. My father, a woodcutter, asks me where did I go? I tell him I went with the boy (friend at present) and want to marry him.

I am getting married to someone else. That boy is also attending my wedding. He tells me I am looking beautiful. I am wearing a red saree. The groom (husband at present also) is also not willing to marry me. He is not happy. I am also not happy. The boy whom I wanted to marry did not tell me he is sick and about to die.

I go to his small blue colored home. His parents and sister are there. They are trying to make me laugh. It is night. He tells me that he does not know what marriage means and asked me to explain. I did not know there are boys like him. We became friends and are happy.

I told him I want to marry that boy. He asked me do you want to meet him? He took me along. The boy (friend at present) is in hospital.  It is state of Bihar. He told my husband that now only he has to take care of me. He got cured and did not die. We used to meet him. We got him married. It is old times boys wear dhoti.  

Our children are playing. We live in the same town near to each other. My father also lives here. Husband runs a typing shop. I stitch clothes. Our children have got married. A chameleon came near my feet. I do not like it. My husband gave me a stick and asked me to shoo it away. We were talking. He is telling we have to go somewhere and do something. My husband left for some religious function and did not take me along. His (friend at present) wife has expired. Cremation is taking place. He is sad. He lit the pyre and is at peace. Last thought: he is left alone.

I am all alone. My father and husband are not there. Only he (present life friend) is there. We run a school. He looks after the school. I am 70. I am on bed. I get tired. Now he (friend at present) and me live together in the same house. Lesson learnt: even if your love is sick you should marry him.

Sadness and past life link

A 33 year old woman came to understand reason of her sadness for unknown reasons.

Session….

I am meditating sitting on a high stone rock. I am looking at the Sun and saying Namaste to Sun. I collect my stuff and walk down the rock. I am wearing a white Dhoti, a white thread and Rudraksh Mala. I feel so much energized. My head is completely shaven except for a black Choti at the back. My body and brain both are refreshed. I have beautiful black eyes and fair skin tone. As I am walking towards my house I see villagers paying me respect saying “Namaskar”. I am enjoying my status and everything around me.

I see a girl running. A couple of people are trying to catch her. I run towards her without giving a second thought and she comes towards me. As I reach her, I signaled her to come behind me and covered her. She touched my back while hiding behind me. I felt instant attraction towards her. People following her are in front of me but they leave as they respect me. I bring the girl home. We do not talk on the way.

My mother is at home and she gives her food. She looks at me constantly.  I am attracted to her. After few days of living at our home one day she came upstairs in my room. She said she wants to marry me. I was shocked but confused as I was a saint. But I was attracted towards her also. She feels safe with me. She is bold and very straight forward. She is very clear in her mind but I am confused about marriage. I leave the home in confusion. I came back in the evening and found her in my room waiting for me. I hugged her passionately and said yes.

We are getting married. Marriage is over. Suddenly few villagers carrying lathis in their hands came to our house. I realized I have lost their respect because of this marriage. They are very angry with me. I do not know anything about her and the situation she was in. I married her due to attraction and the situation we were in. We did not judge each other. It was only love but it was not enough for the society. The villagers almost beat me to death but I do not feel the pain. They took her away to the river. Somehow I ran behind them but they drown her in front me. I could not do anything. She died in the river. I also thought of drowning myself as I did not want to live any more but did not do it. I spent days and nights on the river bank, just sitting helpless and sad. And then I came back to my home.

I am little older, two young boys are running around the house and smile at me. I often see them in my home and around. I feel they are growing with me. I spent all my life without purpose and in sadness. Just thinking that I could not live my life my way I lost all my mental and physical beauty. I lived neither like a saint nor a family man. I am sad, have no interest and liveliness. I felt failure inside. I died in sadness.   

Guided to light, Lord Shiva blessed her with guidance and energy. She felt very light. She said.. Thank you Doctor Vandana for this wonderful experience. I feel my soul is healed.